Before when i was still in Indonesia prepare for my arrival to Singapore. I feel that i don't want to go there and very frustrating in my mind. I just asked God but He said to me just Go! Before this i have experience like this feeling before and it will be a great things happened. So i decide to Go.
After i arrive in Singapore , i asked my friend to accompany me to go to Hospital but she just pretend she was coming to the Raffles MRT but guess what she was not there. Okey then my other friend also don't want to accompany me because she was scared because the woman that we'll meet is going to die.
Finally my sister want to come and accompany me/ She said i don't know why i want to accompany you even i like shopping and i what to enjoy Singapore for this 2 days left.
When we arrived at Outrampark MRT it's a heavy rain and we don't bring any umbrella. But the passenger service and the girl that we asked said that better we go by the alley so that we an avoid the rain.
FInally after long walk and asking a lot of people , we can reach the hospital and the room. When i came down eehhm i feel that oke better go home la i don't want to come and meet her.
But don't know just my body want to meet her but y feeling want to go back. hahahahahah Luckly my sister accompany me at that time.
When i came in , so many bold people there. I know all of them have been taking cancer treatment. And suddenly she was there with the horrible eyes and smile. Ohh noooo :D
Just smile and i say to God : God, if she reject me i will go back and i say i have done my part.
But guess what , The husband and my exx boss smile and said. Who are you ? Ohh Yes, I am Yanti ex Deloitte last time when we were in UOL project you're my Project Manager.
And suddenly i just remind her happy moments ex. Karaoke. Even i have a bad moments with her and i am still hate her. The way she respond looks very tired and weak . Suddenly i said to God" Please God forgive me for my bad feeling to her and please God heal her.
After talking and smiling 15 minutes now i am planning to go back. But i say to God " SO this is it ? Only this ? I think one main thing i must DO. But i am so afraid God! Surrounded by a strange people and they are not Christian at all. And i look at her bracelet so scary huh !
But i just smile and at least i try laa …
SIr is it possible if i can pray for your wife ?
Ohh Yes Can . Any religion christian, etc yes can.
( You know last time when my colleague came there they really reject them to pray. So now it;s a really miracle!!!!)
Ok. then i speak to my ex boss. Mrs, Do you feel empty inside you and even you have so many things : family, money, job, etc but you still empty and lonely in your heart ?
B: Yes *shake her head
Me: The only answer is only Jesus. And would you received Jesus Christ as your savior and your God? And she said Yes!
Then after i pray, you can follow my words .
In the middle of her confession, there is one statement that she didn't mention. Uppss what happen ? Is she refuse to pray ? WHen i open my eyes …she just said "excuse me" ?
Ohh. Oke i replay the words. Then after amen .
Just say goodbye then She said thank you. And i said it's oke. Believe that all things are possible.
You know when we pray the husband and brother looks mad to us. But it's Ok la. We left and at least she is saved and you know her face is looks different than before.
Thanks God!!!
All my worried and tired feeling just gone with the wind blows cause one thing for sure i know that she was saved. And from now on whatever happened it's under His authority for her life.
Friends remember when you fell that God is not hearing your voice , or situation is not feeling good. But when you step just one step and walk by faith try and see the salvation from the Lord and His promise will never leave you. You will see the miracle. Miracle start by the way you thinking and next doing what God have told you to do.
I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Ps 27:13
